And you need to get that you are one out of 1036 or so, which predicts that you may get less than 0.1% of the available notice. If you earn more through the rationality of your discourse rather than your desire to have others solve your impasses, well and good. No-one here has any obligation to answer your posts. Earn your airtime by asking, by following advice as you choose or not choose, and by not complaining if the result does not work for you because you do not appreciate the values of co-existence, patience, persistence and experience. You have three times asked for advice about resuscitating older gear, and three times, seemingly, applied yourself assiduously to half-hearted practice and self-exculpation because you had not started from a secure and known base, or were not willing to devote the effort required. You will get ideas and advice here, but this is not the only potential source of either, and their application will come only from your hands and your learning. You are there. We are not, and cannot possibly know what you have not disclosed.
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