I know exactly what you're going through. May I ask how old you are? I graduated just last year and am well off compared to others that graduated from my school in terms of first even having a job and second the amount of money I make at my age. I posted a tidbit in a post of my own that I think goes along with what you've written here. It's frustrating, I know.

I wish I had the balls to sell everything and just up and leave. I'm hoping one day soon I will, but for now, I'm not entirely sure if I'm ready to leave what I've earned all behind for something that is uncertain.

Do you think about the future when you ponder over your life of excitement and adventure? I doubt I'd regret spending the next years doing exactly what I want with my life and being happy as opposed to sitting in an office all day to make the cash. But then I think about some day having a family and the responsibilities that come with it. Not having money saved for their education (etc.) from my current job is something I could look back on and regret later in life, but should it be at the expense of my own enjoyment/fulfillment at my current stage in life?

I want more from my life than just sitting around in an office all day staring at a computer screen.