Marc I know what your going through. I lost my dad this month. He was only 61. It's great that your with your dad, by his side. I did the same thing with my father. You can never say "I love you" too much.

I know it's not much comfort Marc but I feel for you and know what it's like pal. Sometimes it helps just a small, small amount knowing that your not the only one going through something like this and that someone else knows what it is like.

I want you to remember this one thing. OK? This year when you next hear a Christmas jingle or song, see a house with all the Christmas lights up, a TV commercial or program that involves Christmas or for that matter anything else remotely involved with Christmas and you think to yourself "**** Christmas" KNOW, KNOW that I'm right there with you saying it!

It takes one to know one.

Best Wishes, Doyal Alexander