Thank you all for your kind words and prayers... it really is appreciated and giving me strength to at least try to get through this.

I can't believe so many of you have also faced this, or similar situations over the last few months and years... Bizarrely it makes me feel somewhat less alone and weak knowing that others have come through similar horrific times... You really do all have my thoughts and prayers too, and also my upmost respect. I just hope I can be as together in the coming months...

Thanks again and sincere best wishes,

Marc